It is fall.  October specifically; the fabulous month of my birth.  The month when our bodies acclimatize to the chill.  School is in full swing.  The trees are exploding in their festive autumn colours.  Mist hangs in the air late at night and early in the mornings.  There is a sense of something slightly ominous.  And who can blame you for feeling this way? With Ghosts and Goblins, Witches and Jack-o-Lanterns in every shop window.  The crispy crackle of leaves under your quickening foot steps; chasing your shadow across a deserted parking lot.  The feeling that there is someone just behind you or lurking around spooky tree trunks.  October should be Heart-pounding awareness month.

   Ever since I was a little girl I have loved being scared.  I was the proud founder of Scary Chilling Regional Enthusiast Association of Movie-goers or SCREAM, a club of warped teenage girls eating Combos and being scared by my Papa B when he suddenly flicked on the lights.  Five girls wrapped up in blankets, sitting in the dark, clutching each other's hands in anticipation of the next big scare.  Watching what were the hot horrors at the time.  Suspenseful dramatic thrillers with a tortured leading man grimacing about something that, by the end of the movie ends up being trivial even as a side-plot. Only to be reunited with his average girlfriend with the straight A's, then cruelly ripped from her arms in the last shot, basically cementing a sequel~ I mean Squeal! 

  Let's talk serious Horror for a minute- who would you be?  Horror characters: Sensitive jock who pushes his girlfriend a little too hard to go to 3rd base, Slightly nerdy girl who only got invited to this party cuz your parents are friends, Total loose cannon outcast with nothing to lose and no one to answer to, or the hostess- who really just wanted everyone to have a nice time but now they're all dying?  At what point in the story would your character give up?  I think, I would end up being the one who outlasted everyone. Clumsily and narrowly escaping the tragic end befalling every one else.  Be it crushed by a garage door, thrown from 2nd storey windows onto iron fence.  If you die in a horror, you're going brutally.  But when the chips really are down on the table, do you want to be the one who witnesses all your friends and probably family die? That's almost worse.  Being alive when they're all dead.  I mean, you're obviously going to be a suspect, you're the reason they were all there in the first place and their only connection.  You can never run away or start a new life.  That tragic story will follow you where ever you go.  Whispering about that girl- sad about that night- oh, haven't you heard- she's the Grundy Island survivor.  And that would be awful.  Nobody would ever be your friend or love you ever again, because you're cursed.  Which is one of the reasons I don't like big parties at secluded locations, where I know everyone.  Happy OctoBOOOer:)



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